He is a great God and his mercy endures forever.

I don’t take this for granted for he has enabled me see another year 2015.

2014 was an awesome year to say the least. I learnt many lessons and experienced his Grace totally.

I almost lost everything i had, but regained it in double. I was made whole.

Something profound speaks from my heart that 2015 is a year of God’s blessings and favor.

So what have I set to do?

That God may use me as his vessel-My Mantra

Verses for the year

He that endureth unto the end, the same shall be saved. Matthew 24:13

He is my defense; I shall not be moved. Psalms 62:6


I Pray that the following come a reality

  1. Go back to school and two utmost 3 different classes by end of 2015
  2. Make New friends
  3. Learn to say Hello in 5 different languages
  4. Travel outside Kenya
  5. Trust my Instincts
  6. Write a story
  7. Be on time –Punctuality
  8. Broaden my horizons in all dimensions
  9. Go camping
  10. Knit a Mart
  11. Smell the roses
  12. Write a letter
  13. Appreciate the simple things in Life
  14. Visit children’s Home and bless them
  15. Meditate more often
  16. Perform random acts of kindness
  17. Be spontaneous
  18. Be Humble
  19. Strike a conversation with strangers
  20. Take the stairs not the escalator
  21. Apply for my dream job and challenge myself
  22. Do what I love
  23. Start a business
  24. Spend more time with myself
  25. To share the story of my life and Settle down
  26. Go to church more often
  27. To speak passionately and fluent before a congregation of more than 300 people
  28. Make my environment a better place,being conversation starter,talking passionately about what i believe in
  29. Above all i will let God be in- charge of everything in my Life




Every now and then its good to take time……listen to your heart and the humming….
Take risk,an opportunity and decide no matter what comes out… you gave it a second chance.
The year 2014 has been exceptional…phenomenal,inspiring and life changing..to me.
Given another chance for the same year i wouldn’t change anything at all…from the challenges to the opportunities i have had.
A year i made a discovery of who i am…what my passion is all about and i am aiming towards it..
AGAIN am reminded by The Holy Book that inspires me and has been my guide for the year ;

I got even no words to express the joy in my heart….All I can say is thank you God.

So what did the 2014 have in store for me?

Highlights 2014

I did some classes on Emotional Intelligence; A key opening in my life and i don’t take this for Granted…Thank you Boss for entrusting me with this..

I got enough Job offers…This is Gods favour and had to turn them down

I finally got to understand my Passion and what my purpose is…the fire that ignites in me…what i can do for free even without payment

Had awesome times with Family  Its been a rap..Glad as one family and we even had a family get together

Key Learning in the year

Humble # Humble Humble
I have to be humble and God will bless me from Grass to grace

As far as resolutions am glad i met some

Go back to school..did it partly courtesy of my boss..thanks to God
• FAMILY-Call Mom and dad more often –Give back to them Glad I have
• Make New friends- met few
• Be fearless/Be a leader-Been bold and no apologies at all
• Travel to new places- I have …thanks to My Job..Mombasa,Homabay,Kendu Bay
• Broaden my horizons-Did a class that opened my world
• Watch a movie in 3D-Thanks I did
• Make More money thanks to God for Opening doors
• Throw a party;;; did for my birthday party
• Perform random acts of kindness-Practice more often
• Watch the sunset—Thanks to God I did




To 2014 thanks For being Kind to me …2015 kindly open more doors for me I need to receive bigger blessings

Cheers to 2015


2014 has been the year I have always looked forward because I believe it holds great things for me?
Why ? 2013 Was one of the toughest years I have had and grown enormously.
I thank God for all that was on my table;
I have learned the following in 2013:

 Challenges will always be there in life
 No matter what life is God loves me Unconditionally
 The power of Family: I thank God for my family; they are AWESOME people I have
 Friends will see you through all the hard times no matter what
 God lifts you from grass to Grace
My highlights in 2013:
 Marked one year since I moved out: yes it wasn’t easy (November 2012) but through God’s grace I pulled through and have become a better me
o I don’t regret anything at all
 I got unexpected promotion and thanks to God
 Being in Good terms with my family and to extend those I never talked to…
 I thank God for the Christmas and the celebrations and two weeks for holiday that I got

I got lots of plan 2014 am highly energized, something good lies ahead.
To 2014 please be friendlier this is what I intend to achieve God willingly
• Go back to school
• FAMILY-Call Mom and dad more often –Give back to them
• Make New friends
• Learn to say Hello in 5 languages
• Be fearless
• Be a leader
• Travel to new places
• Trust my Instincts
• Write a story
• Be on time -Punctuality
• Broaden my horizons
• Go camping
• Knit a Mart
• Watch a movie in 3D
• Be happy
• Smell the roses
• Make More money
• Inspire
• Write a letter
• Appreciate the simple things
• Throw a party
• Meditate
• Perform random acts of kindness
• Be spontaneous
• Stand Tall in whatever I undertake
• Strike a conversation with strangers
• Wake up earlier
• Take the stairs not the escalator
• Apply for my dream job
• Watch the sunset
• Update my blog more often
• Do what I love
• Start a business
• Spend more time with myself


This is a thank you note to my colleague Sylvia I work with

What if ……………….. there was no tomorrow?
What if I never woke up again?
Sylvia I just wanted you to know how much I appreciate you, I love you, I treasure you and value you in my life.
Thank you for being there for me.
Indeed what you have brought in my life is more joy, kindness re assurance and trust.
Thank you your walk closer to God has made me realize that I need him every day every hour and without God am nothing.
You inspire me and I can’t express it .
Wonderful Faith



so i read the challenge here http://personalexcellence.co/blog/gratitude-challengeand thought why not me too ..i can



“Cultivate the habit of being grateful for every good thing that comes to you, and to give thanks continuously. And because all things have contributed to your advancement, you should include all things in your gratitude.”
Ralph Waldo EmersonImage


  1.                Am thankful to God for  eternal life  Image
  2.             His Mercies endure forever
  3.                 I have a wonderful family
  4.                 Am healthy
  5.                I have shelter over my head
  6.           I had a wonderful dinner after a wonderful wedding over the weekend
  7.             For wonderful friends I have
  8.            Food on my table
  9.             Am celebrating 2years after graduating
  10.               Lessons learnt in life : some friends stick closer than relative
  11.           For blessings throughout the week ,the songs I listen are encouraging me




It’s yet again that season of festivities known as Christmas.

I don’t know what Christmas means to you either joy, celebration mood, happiness BUT for me I look back at it with nostalgia. The reason I say this is because December my holidays are filled with anniversaries to commemorate the passing our dear family members. My grandpa (1927-2011) and Uncle Sam (1952-2004) RIP all.
I reflect the conversation I had with my grandpa. During my holidays when we closed university for holidays two or three weeks I used to travel to countryside. You would eagerly ask me, How is Nairobi? Has it rained? How my school was. Which granny would ask that id he doesn’t know the importance of education? At times you would tell me when you left the city Nairobi and Mlolongo were two different cities apart but you would guess that the buildings have sprouted up along the highway to look like an extension of the city centre.
In my first, second and third year, you would clearly see and identify my voice and greet me excitedly with a warm welcome. Fear gripped me in my final year when I noticed u were not able to see me, appreciate the nature, walk to and from the nearby market you liked to go daily instead you spent most of your time in bed. It dawned on me that you are on your twilight days. When I was at your bed side you no longer recognized me as your eldest granddaughter. How sad..the way you were concerned about my school you never saw me graduate  on my most important day 20th August 2011.( This I promise was written one year later in marking my first anniversary after I graduated)
By the time I cleared with schoolwork December 2010,I looked forward to seeing you over the holidays to see how you were fairing . I celebrated Christmas in the city and vowed to myself New Year I will be with you and the extended family together. When I heard of your sickness on 23rd Dec 2010 I got scared. I asked God so many questions, why we will be nursing a sick person admitted in hospital when everyone else was in festive mood. December 25th we celebrated with the family in Nairobi. It was a big celebration and I worked tirelessly to see success of the get together.
The dawn of 26th Dec I called mum and said that you were fine. I was missing everyone at home and the thought of you being in hospital bed drove me insane.

On 27th December the city could no longer accommodate me. I was restless, packed my bags and off to see grandpa in the hospital where he was admitted. My instinct and conscience was telling me I go to hospital.
When I got to the hospital I was speechless. I watched you as you lay in bed speechless, helpless wondering what I could do to make you feel better. My cousin who lived in the hospital used to bring you uji every break time. I cleaned your hospital drawer in the hope when you wake up ,you will find the place cleaner with the stuff that I had brought for you. How wrong I was. It was amazing how time passed so fast that at 2pm the nurse on duty requested us to leave the ward.
I stared at you passed the nurse and off I walked out to the hospital benches.I contemplated sitting there till 4pm but dad advised me to leave with hope to see you the following day. Three days you lay in the hospital bed.
On 30th December 2011,you left us with an indelible mark . you left behind three wives,17 children and 54 grand children. Your funeral was one of the largest crowd we had ever seen. The compound even became smaller. Everyone was amused and of only you could wake up and see the crowd for sure you would have been pleased of your sons and daughters.
My most trying moment was when I was handed over the microphone to say my tribute to you. I could not talk but with my other cousins we sang a song
In memory with you this is a poem we wrote for you with cousin Purity.

The days that we have shared,
Near and far apart,
The time that we dined together,
Your wise words and your hearty laugh,
That always brightened a dull day.

Your scorn that wouldn’t go unnoticed,
Getting one on the right path when lost,
The comfort that you gave us
With your ever welcoming spirit and your guiding hand
Always leading us to a safe bode,
And assuring each one of us your presence.

These and many more,
Will live with us and in us
Though you are gone our dearest
Your sweet memories, wise words,
Will keep us going all the way,
Trying to finish what you started
Sticking together as a family
And being there for one another
For that grandpa would be your wish,
You will truly be missed.
Rest with Angels till we meet again

Its been two years and truly the void you left is still in our hearts.
I hope we meet soon granny.


At times I sit and wonder,
Ponder about some hard life questions,
Who am i? Am I really in the right place?
Am I proud of the life I’m living?
What have I tried this month that ‘s newPhoto0134?
How has the past week impacted me?
What’s the new thing I have learned today?
How is my today? Am I living life fully or sleepwalking?
Where does my tomorrow lie?
Am I doing what I love to do?
What’s my passion?
Do I wake up with a purpose everyday?
Is what I do my passion
What if I wake up one day and am told..
We no longer need your services?
Am I ready to move on with my life?
Can I shrug off my shoulders and say..
Yeah I looked forward to this moment…
What if I don’t get a paycheck at end month?

ooh this rose

ooh this rose

Will I continue to do what I love?
What parts of my childhood faith am I leaving behind,?
And what parts am I choosing to keep?
Do the people I’m spending time with give me life, or make me feel small?
Is there something in my life that’s keeping me from moving forward?
What have I learned about God this year?
This and many more questions are my tomorrow’s fears….
These are hard questions that range in my mind day in day out.
When I sit down and listen to my conversations the answers range from No to maybe or Yes and a reason to move on with life.
I will not sit down and assume all is well with me. There are lots of changes and things that need to be done not by anyone else but just me.
I am not where I want to be, but am on my way there. My career my life needs TOTAL transformation.
The big question is am I moving towards that direction clearly?
The answer is NO. what do I do? A lot is what I need to?

My prayer today